Derrick….

well guys..
this is my last post at here!!! haa
coz i got another account at Blogger.

well you all are welcome to visit my blog
URL : derrick-aka-weiloong.blogspot.com

haa!!!
and sorry for all the inconvinience caused

wah.. so long i didin’t write at here already. well im kinda miss here.. coz’ nt much people know i got a blogger account. keke!!

between two…
architect design building, while engineer design structure.
while come to a level where these two things combined, there’s a new talent shines. the best examples are Sir Norman Foster, Santiago Calatrava and many more engineer -based architect.

while engineer-architect on the way to shines, here comes a course named Interior Architecture, where by the course lets interior student know lot more about building structures and construction method.
but the matter is interior student can’t really know well bout’ the constructions. coz’ they just work inside the perimeter of interiors only, not much exposures bout’ exteriors construction methods, unlike us, architects.

and now, people keen to have the mind set of ’saving cost’ , the interior designers market is down providing that theres architect can do all the works. coz’ we, architects are so called ‘boleh sapu bersih’ ,we can do interior and also exterior as well.

my lecturer says this word just this morning
"…. we, architects are should be able to do interior works as well…"

‘are should be…’ gives a lot of preassure to me now.

are should be.. means… can able to. wow..

that’s really gives a lot of preassure.
if we should be able to do interior works and exterior works at the same time, that’s not a problem for me. matter now is i really stuck in the middle of two things.

interior and exterior matter.

now i feel that im gonna have a great challenges in the interior part, thanks to my Commercial Design… but i am really facing it now already.. my first design.. till now haven’t got approval… half way hanging and 2nd project comes.. great… -.-""

im really have a deep shit problem in the interior part.

im am so fall in love to the interior designing work.. thanks a lot for make my life so cheerful and at the same time.. misery…

but well what challenges for?? to spark out our minds. to do something wild and never been done before.

well, someday, i will conquer you. we shall wait and see my progress and time is the decider.

-in english-malay dictionary means freedom
-in student mindset means ‘im done my work already’
-for working people means free from work already
-for doctors means they can take my breath well already after long working hours

but…
some people just having a different perspective for this ‘MERDEKA’ word

-for patriotic warriors it means freedom from the cruel rulers
-for freedom fighters means their country can stand by alone already
-for leaders of the country they actually appreciate this beautiful nor meaningful word
-for some people, they do believe that freedom of country is exchanged with a thousand lives
-and for some people, the word of MERDEKA can be measured only the red river consist of the blood of the warriors’ that die for protecting the country

for me… MERDEKA means freedom for everyone!!

whats’ yours?? what the word "MERDEKA" meant to you??

and happy birthday to MALAYSIA!!!

well im so not gonna’ get this PSP, just that this Sony’s product will be my latest project title, kiosk design.

well i admit im not a technology freaks, and i also seldom read bout’ this kind of IT product till yesterday i doing research on it.. well.. PSP is very cool, for me. 5 function available in 1 product. although people buy it just for the gaming purpose, but is also worth to try on their other functions like be able to play songs, take pictures, wireless Internet connection and so much more!!

huiyoo!! can really feel the heat already and also cant wait for the idea to pop in!!! so far i also got 2 proposal already.. well tat’s alredi cconsider damn fast for me alredi!! wakakak!!! but this Sony PSP kiosk i wanna dedicated to one of my friend that dying for this PSP and cant get it!! keke!!

Sony PSP kiosk.. HERE I COME!!!!

everythings are memories.. the past and now are memories.. even just a moments ago..
memories… some are easily can be deleted.. some are realy just let time to decide… forget something or someone reli needs hard determination and supports from others to get you thru this..

but some memories is more than just a memories..

-is like a souvenior from your friend to you.. wan you to keep im ur memory till the last day in World.. want you to bring the sweet memories along.
-some memories are just like a lessons in schools.. learn from your mistakes to educated yourself in the future time.
-some are the memories with your loved ones, with friends, bf/gf, parents..
-some are just some f*-king ass memories that reli wana get rid of it in this instant!
-and some memories you just wana shoutout and share with all of the people around you dosent’ matter they know you or not.

but..

some memories are reli just cant forget it.. and many people just cant come out a good reasons for that. include me..

and somewhere… and someone… just wanna forget you from her/his memory bank.. i mean totally forget it and no turning back.

well… i just leave to you all to judge.. what memories you want?

PS: litsen to Hoobastank’s - more than a memory… -.-v

- wei loong -

wahahaha… 3 exiting days so far in this week. thrusday, friday and saturday of this week. banyak syok.. wakakaka!!

well for yesterday.. sumeone complaint to me and say " i HATE shortcuts in words!! "
*cough*  you know who i mean *cough* ..so for today, starting from this blog.. i try not to have too much of shortcuts… weee!!! just to fulfill my friend’s wish.. although she just joking ’bout the shortcut thingy..

continue ’bout yesterday, that is 16th of Aug. ,chatting wif summone till 5am in the morning is kinda challenging for me.. coz at 3am in the morning i already kinda feel sleepy… but for the sake of acting macho.. [well you know guys rite -.-v] teman her till 5am till she rite the last message in IM ‘ i wana sleep liao la..’ huhu.. merdeka for me.. wakakaka.. but after that instant i also cant really go into sleep.. suddenly got insomia.. haiz.. till 5:30 baru can sleep.. haa!! then, wake up at 9:30.. suddenly feel energized..  haa!! [acting macho again..], surfing for an hour then go take shower coz i got an appointment with college lecturer. arriving there, while i was waiting for the lecturer, i saw the result file.. than i was searching the result slip for my class and guess what.. only 2 fellers got the result slip and mine.. was not there!!! T.T haiz.. need to wait till next week then… after tat, yum cha with lecturer then suddenly feel like wanna travel.. ma go rawang.. all alone.. to meet one of my fren n also wanna take back my stuff. then.. arrive her house, my stuff pulak she put at subang… =.=" haiz.. but suddenly i got idea for my freelance.. banglo house.. well worth it somehow.. she plan to bring me go yum cha de… but her sis dont want to follow.. potong stim.. straight send me 2 the bus stop.. huhu.. and then i have a small tour in the KL.. after done some shopping then head back to home.. then yum cha with college friends till Friday’s 2 am, that is today.. hee..

today, Friday 17th of Aug. , donno what im gonna do.. i really no idea la.. maybe go to college, pass up my stuff and then head back home and do my model.. i may surfing the whole afternoon.. if my bro not using the computer.. later at nite need to comfirm some stuff ‘coz im heading to Genting on Sat. wif my cousins and my aunt!!! wahahah!!!need to ready my camera gear already… coz im going there to do my favourite stuff, photography session with the nature.. haa!!!

tommorow, 18th of Aug. , Saturday.. maybe is the most exiting day in the whole week.. im not sure and i cant wait for that day to come…well wish me luck for tommorow… wakakak!!

alios samigo.. from the author, wei loong  -.-v

why DotA created… i also dono… bt wad i know is this game named Dota gives sastify for killing… jz lik normal war and combat game.
bt wad me hates DotA.. jz 1.. wasting time..
well DotA is lik other games… its addictive… bt this addictive is very fatal.. for me…

well it jz happen… my bro willing to wait for me finish using com.. jz… for DotA…

haa!! shouldn;t complain much.. bt tats a veri gud fact… addictive… hz…

quit DotA la… although sumtimes i do play.. wakaka!! bt tats also once in the blue moon…

- wei loong -

PS: kesian my com nw… on de way becoming gaming slave.. for me.. new CPU is on da way.. make de new one reli ‘personal’ for my use only… keke!!

de hole i digging nw is goin deeper n deeper… im goin 2 lost im total darkness n i cant reli breath well.. sunlight are way away from me… ocygen also de same… darkness ahead of me.. and i kinda afraid here…

bt i believe.. if i cont my journey, i will get sumething. a reward. o maybe is more precious n more valueable than a reward..

while searching for paradise, momories are fading away from me.. even the date and time about when and how it happened the past.. but sumone in my life.. anyway still stuck in my mind.. in my memories..

sumone tat… is special for me
sumone tat… i reli cared for her
sumone tat… can make my day from moody to sunshine jz a simple act
sumone tat… can make my mood change jz talking to me
sumone tat… can create a smile on me jz askin for me 2 borrow my stuff to her
sumone tat… can make me feel pity o happy for her jz saw her face expression
sumone tat… can change my brutal additute to gentleman jz stand infront of her

i reli cared for these person and reli hopes tat our relationship and memories may not fade away.. although im having a severe bad memory symtoms.

- wei loong -

well its a long time alredi since de last blog entry…

well nw im reli enjoying my summer break, sleep for 8 hrs.. EVERYDAY, lepak ad hse ply com game, yum cha wif my frenz EVERYDAY… n de most importantly.. NO NID 2 C THOSE ANNOYING ASSIGNMENT!!! wahahaha!!

my holiday… well its goin 2 end soon although still gt another week.. reli geared up 2 move to the next level.. i mean 2nd year la… tat means i still gt another year to complete my course.. time do flies huh.. now also at August alredi… n we.. getting older and older.. haa!!! so realistic la tis feller… bt we also cant push out the fact tat we are getting older rite.. for me this holiday reli enjoying.. unlike other hols at secondary.. nw reli know de true meaning of the word ‘HOLIDAY’…

well enuf wif de hols chat…

well sumthing seems to bugging me these days… nt de freelance tat i handle nw.. bt is the relationships between one of my fren.. feel lik is fading away lik shadows. well i reli not sure bout tat.. n maybe i reli think too much bout this issue.. bt is lik tat ‘A’ feller reli didint hav time for me at all..even the sms-es tat i send to her she also dint reply.. n de worst part is my 6th sense telling me tat she avoiding me… wow.. tats has become a serious issue alredi… haa… well i kinda dun believe too much on these 6th sense thingy de la.. so.. jz let it be la… bt when i share wif one of my fren at msn, she told me ‘maybe she reli hates u nw’ , i was lik… maybe she hates me…coz i always kacau her at the wrong time la.. haa… cant push away the possiblity..reli feel lik wana ramp my head to a concrete wall n make me awake from these silly stuff… argh… y im so cared bout these silly stuffz!!! y cant i be free from these kind of dilemma n problems… is also none of my problems ma… bt y i cant forgt it?! can sumone slap me till i awake from these silly thoughts? can sumone make me passed out n de next morning i forgt all these stuff?

if possible, i wana forgt everythings!!! forgt everything!!! n i mean everything.. from chia wen till nicole.. from all those silly stuff tat my fren make between me n huei liq.. till all the gossips tat i having it nw… i wana forgt it!!! can a?

well i reli hopes tat i can throw away these dilemma to dustbin be4 i start my college.. ‘praying now’

well.. i reli nid 2 admit that im old although im just 19 yrs old… bad memories stormed me these past few months back. the biggest tragic i ever have is tat i almost forgotten i gt a project on hand tat nid 2 submit before 10 of August… summore its involving a big amount le… 6 digit punya project… DUN PLY PLY AA!!! summore now i feel lik de time is getting faster n faster till i cant breath well alredi… n nw a days addicted to Muse’s ‘Time is Running Out’ … maybe this song reminded me that i still gt a lot of work to do… haa!!! anyway great song by Muse!!!!

uncle memang uncle… kenot tahan overnite driving… jz lik past 2 days where i fall asleep while waiting the trafic light turned green… haiz… n yest fall asleep when lepak minum wif my friends at mamak n ended up my fren fetch me home by driving my car… double sweat… haiz… jz comparing myself wif my dad la.. de gap is lik… a mountain vs a hill.. get wad i mean…. he’s goin to 50 n still strong.. n me.. 19 lik worst then a ah pek (aka uncle). damn malu sial…

well… hope tat i can use it well at my 3 week holiday… reli nid rest, clear my mind, herbinate for 2 day streak (although i wont sleep more than 6 hrs… bt still try 2 herbinate la…), get back my weight n also energy level.. bt most importantly get back my stamina bar… nid 2 charge it to de full batt. before hit de opening semester. wakakaka!!!!

well finally my work has done… nw still gt one more to go, that is
cut sum rectangle pieces from the model board n then stick to the
model. den after that i can officially declare MERDEKA!!!!
wahahahaha… cant wait for the golden moment though…

well its not early nw… beter go sleep la… later nid 2 wake up do h/work!! wakakakak!!! chao guyzzz n wish u all hav a nice dream!!

- wei loong -